Sunday, April 28, 2013


I had a dream about abundance.  It was quite powerful.

I was imagining things and they appeared in my hands.  It was magical.
One of my friends was standing by in the dream asking how I did it and I just told her that "I believed".
Believing makes things real.  Brings things to pass.  Allows for good things to come.

I also had a dream about a hummingbird guiding me.  I see the spirit of my grandpa being a hummingbird.  He is like a lighthouse in the storms that come into my life.

I feel my energy has changed with this new place.
I have more light.
I have more. . .
De-cluttering once again.  I want to get rid of the things that weigh me down.
I want to incorporate exercise more into my routine.
Explore bike trails, and more hiking destinations.
There's so much to explore and to learn.

I will make it past this plateau with my nutritional journey.  I haven't lost any more weight and held steady at 35 lbs of weight loss.  My goal isn't necessarily to reach an ideal weight but to be a healthier and more energetic me.  I am getting irritated that I have hit the plateau but I am in a better place than I was when I started and I am happy with me.  I can't expect different results without making more changes.  I am hoping to start physical training.  I hit a snag in that process as well, but everything happens for a reason.  I had a bad experience with a gym that I joined.  I am trying to work it out so that I can work out.