the hurt inside my heart
the feeling of being taken advantage of
the inability to see things right in front of my face
horrible feeling of confusion
the feeling of betrayal
When does this pain go away? It burns through my core.
God, why do I have to be such a sensitive soul? I can hardly bear it sometimes. How else can I learn but by experiencing all of it?
When there is joy in my heart there is no longer room to rewind and replay the images of the past. Releasing this negativity frees up space for new experiences and opportunities to love.
I release a gut-forced blow-out of a cry pouring from my eyes onto my typing fingers.
I release the worry about having solutions to every problem.
I pray instead.