After things fall apart and you are left picking up the pieces it is hard to determine which pieces are yours and which are someone else's. (Taking this personality test reminded me who I am.) Some of the pieces are infused together and those are building blocks of experience that you take with you. Kiss them gently, attach love to them, cleanse with tears and place gently in your growing garden of knowledge.
The weeds clutter your garden so you have to be a constant gardener. Uproot the sadness, the loneliness, the frustration, the pain. When weeds overwhelm and you need help to get your garden back in shape, don't be afraid to ask for help. You are loved!
Let the tears be the fountains in your garden. Allow memories to be the statues. Chizel the goodness. Cultivate the beauty of why you fell in love in the first place.
I mix my salty tears with ocean waves.
I unlock doors that I didn't know exist.
Hugs and laughter mend the brokeness. I give myself permission to feel all of the feelings I need to feel to allow myself to heal. I feel the intense sadness. I embrace the fear of the unknown future.
I am determined to free myself from the destructive patterns of my past.
I mourn the loss of my fairytale romance.
I accept myself and all the aspects of what makes me who I am.
Our personalities are ingrained into every fiber of our beings. When I understand I feel TRUE comfort. I do not have to rely on false comforts any longer. The void is instead filled with compassion and love.
I can feel love grow inside of me and it is exciting.
One day at a time.